Sunday, September 30, 2007

Amazon nomads and missionaries




I just saw a video article on the BBC about a group of Peruvian nomads, unseen (by the press and the scientists) for over 30 years. Apparently these people didn't want to join the "civilized" world and retreated into their jungle home. Now that they've been spotted in an area that is up for bids to multiple international petroleum conglomerates, their lives will be, once again, up for debate. I have so many feelings about that. All of them sad. I'd like to say that people who drive Hummers are evil. But that would be to mystify the workings of power. While I still think people who drive Hummers are delusional and misguided (to say the least), I also fear that it is misguided to blame individuals for problems that are corporate. Of course, we all do collude in electing people who are motivated by the greed of the next election and incapable of thinking or seeing past their own noses. But, we (in most of the US without access to public transportation) are realistically trapped in a system that denies us viable alternatives to driving our own cars. We send each other clever little emails about boycotting gas stations to "show them who's boss," but come on! We aren't really interested in changing the power dynamics, are we? That would mean giving up too much. Giving up too many opportunities to make money. Too many opportunities to simply pay the bills. Giving up the "freedom and independence" of our own transportation that we have cleverly been sold on as indicative of our individual worth. How many ways does your car express your "individuality?" How many ways do your shoes do the same thing? I don't want to wax pessimistic, but I'm just in the mood. Most depressing of all is the apparent fact that US-based christian missionaries are making inroads into these communities and blessing the lord for helping them get the heathen to see their sinning ways. This fills me with a rage and disgust that I have a hard time letting go of. Why are the missionaries, who claim to care about these nomads, exposing them to disease with contact? Why are they giving them translated tapes of their bible rather than translated tapes of the constitutions of their countries or translated tapes explaining their international legal rights as people? We all know why.
I need to talk a little about these pictures, though. I debated putting up the second two because they look like the subjects are unaware of the camera. This type of imagery has always been used to portray a false sense of intimacy and immediacy for the viewer. If the subjects aren't aware of the camera, then the viewer has (what she believes to be) an unmediated view into/onto their lives, a god's-eye view. But this is never true. The first picture is the best, I think. The subject is very aware of the looker. The others let us look and think, falsely, that our gaze is accurate and unbiased. But I did add the second and third pictures because they seemed less depressing than the first.
So I'll end this little diatribe. Maybe something good will happen tomorrow. You never know.

Friday, September 28, 2007

Baby Turtles


Ginger sent me this picture. I don't know where she got it - probably from some box turtle lovers association. But aren't they PRECIOUS!?!?!?!?!

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Light at the end of the tunnel




So, these are the two feminist philosophers whose work is most relevant to my thesis. Luce Irigaray and Judith Butler. Actually, seeing Angela Davis psyched me up some and I think her work bled through in my conclusion. It's so hard to say where I stop and all the people I've read start.
By the way, I am like inches away from being finished with my thesis.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

I'm gettin' worried about Twisty


Well, Twisty over at IBTP hasn't posted in a long time. People are getting worried. What would we do without her?
In the hopes that she's just fine and having too much fun to post, here's a tribute song written by somebody else, and a picture of a salamander that is totally unrelated.

The Corrido of Twisty Faster's Brain

All the people who despise the Presidente
Love the Austin gal they know as Twisty Faster
She's the favorite of the blogging cognoscent-ay
And she bends her knee to neither god nor master.

She's the reigning queen of patriarchy blaming
And her prose is bright and elegantly snarky
She excels at all kick-assing and take-name-ing
And exhorts us all to blame the patriarchy.

(chorus)
Oh the sun it shines like oil upon the mole
And the dogs they beg and whine, they're getting barky
And the sexist trolls are thicker than pozole
Everybody dance, and blame the patriarchy!

When the body politic's especially leprous
That is when our spinster aunt leaps into action
With the portion of her brain that is obstrep'rous
She will blame the patriarchs 'til they're in traction.

But one morning when the bullshit overloaded
Oh, it nearly spelled the end of our dear Twisty
That was when that portion of her brain exploded
And they heard the blast way down in Corpus Christi.

(chorus)

In a tiny room, the benches wrapped in paper
Twisty Faster she awaits her doctor's sentence
While the other spinster aunts outside they caper
And the nations' patriarchs escape repentance.

Till the men stop their reflexive woman-shaming
And the patriarchy gets all non-existy
We will need to keep on patriarchy blaming
Everybody raise a glass to our dear Twisty!

(chorus)
Oh the sun it shines like oil upon the mole
And the dogs they beg and whine, they're getting barky
And the feminists are hotter than pozole
Everybody dance, and blame the patriarchy!

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Thursday, September 13, 2007

CHANGED: Young Angela Davis Pics


I have to change this post. I just read this quote from Davis on Wikipedia:
"It is both humiliating and humbling to discover that a single generation after the events that constructed me as a public personality, I am remembered as a hairdo."
I don't want to contribute to this. Angela Davis's work is important and her life is important, and, even though her hairdo was SUPER-cool, I'm not going to perpetuate her image as a stereotype. Instead, I'll list some of her books that you might want to buy:
Angela Davis: An Autobiography (1989)
Are Prisons Obsolete? (2003)
Arbitrary Justice: The Power of the American Prosecutor (2007)
Women, Race and Class (2001)
Blues Legacies and Black Feminism: Gertrude "Ma" Rainey, Bessie Smith, and Billie Holiday (1999)
Abolition Democracy: Beyond Empire, Prisons, and Torture (Open Media) (2005)
Women, Culture and Politics (1990)
Prison Industrial Complex - an Audio CD (1999)

All of these are available at Amazon.

Angela Davis


Angela Davis lecture
“Democracy and Leadership”
9/13/07
UAB Alys Stephens Center
I took notes and this is pretty close to what she said. I left out some parts as I was taking notes, but this is the gist of it and any confusions or things that don't make sense are ENTIRELY MY FAULT. Angela Davis's lecture was fantastic.

The best leadership strategies will be self-critical of their effects. One should ask, does it maintain structures of inequality?
She talked about the Civil Rights Movement and people without civil rights, specifically she said prisoners. There are 2.2 million prisoners in the US at any given time. She said that Civil Rights can’t solve structural inequalities.
She was in South Africa last week and spoke at a conference called “Conversations on Leadership.” She said that South Africa has a prison problem too and that the prison problem is a global problem.
She read a quote from Condaleeza Rice:
They told you that if you ran twice as hard, you’d get half as much. And there were some people who would run 4 times as hard so they could have just as much, but then there were those few who were willing to run 8 times as hard so they could get ahead.
Davis said that Rice uses this story to justify her success as resulting from hard work, whereas Davis sees this story as a testament to oppression. Davis and Rice share the same narrative: both were born in pre-Civil Rights Birmingham, AL, and both knew the four little girls who were murdered in the 16th St church bombing. Both lived through the overt racism of an apartheid system in the south and both challenged that system. But Davis says the difference is in their conceptions of leadership.
Rice saw herself as an individual trying to get ahead of the pack. Her individual story serves as an example of triumph over adversity, the triumph of democracy, etc.
But what about everybody else? What about those who wouldn’t or couldn’t run 8 times as hard?
Davis has overcome adversity. She could use her personal triumphs as examples of individual efforts to overcome adversity. But, for example, the fact that she was finally vindicated and won her court case when she was imprisoned was an indication of the power of organized masses of people NOT a triumph of justice.
She said that racism is more entrenched now than before the Civil Rights movement, as it is so much harder to identify. She said that a Black person is two times more likely to go to prison than to college.
She talked about the word “diversity” and how the use of the word by Bush et al, and others is bizarre. She said that it is possible to talk about diversity without justice and equality. We need to be more critical and nuanced when we use these terms. Diversity erases the specificity of social justice movements. We should ask, does this diversity promote justice and equality, or does it promote structures of inequality and injustice?
Leadership needs to be more careful about its vocabulary.
Diversity is a simple descriptive. We need to always ask, who stands to benefit from diversity? Because diversity that promotes torture, war, and mass imprisonment is possible. We are losing the vocabulary to tie diversity to justice and to racism, sexism, homophobia, and immigration. Where do the illegal immigrants stand in this idea of diversity?
Racism mutates. The racism that structures slavery isn’t the same racism that currently structures education, for example, but they are connected. We are living with the vestiges of slavery today.
We are encouraged to think of ourselves first and foremost as individuals. Leadership needs to acknowledge the collective character of the problems we confront and, therefore, the collective character of the solutions. The Internet should have made us more connected, but we have lost the ability to emotionally process our connections. The word “diversity” provencializes our relationship to the world. The challenge of leadership is to envision change within a global framework. Diversity can be powerful if we make it powerful.
Mass imprisonment plays a pivotal role in the global war on terror. It is a key feature in the defense of “democracy.” Secret prisons in Europe, Africa, Asia, and Guantanamo. Bush et al have justified modes of torture, and have ruled that the Geneva conventions do not apply to people suspected of terrorism. And the weapon of the prison is used to safeguard democracy. But, Iraq is further from democracy now than it ever was. It is limiting to use the existence of elections as the hallmark of democracy. In the early history of the US, only about 6% of the population had the right to vote, yet we called ourselves a democracy. Throughout most of the history of the US, women, indigenous people, and people of color could not vote.
The penitentiary system in the US was invented in the early 1800s. She suggests we read de Touqueville’s works Democracy in America and The US Penitentiary System and its Application in France. This new penitentiary system provided negative verification of the existence of democracy. Punishment was exacted by deprivation of rights and liberties. But prison as punishment is only possible within a democratic society, where rights and liberties are acknowledged. Where rights and liberties don’t exist, taking these things away does nothing. Slaves didn’t go to prison, they were punished corporally. Prisons were supposed to supplant corporal or capital punishment. Deprivation of rights and liberties is called civil death, and the prison system is a space of civil death, but at the same time, prisoners were supposed to become penitent (penitentiary) to prepare themselves for society.
The proof of participation of Black people in democracy is that there are so many that have received due process and are in prison. This is a legacy of slavery. Prison is the negative side of democratic freedom in the same way that slavery provided evidence of freedom. Prisoners provide evidence of freedom in a democratic society.
In Alabama: 26 % of the population is Black, 70 % is White. But of the prisoners currently serving time in Alabama, 60,000 are Black and 12,000 are White.
We respect hierarchies and tend not to look up or down. We tend to think of prisoners as a glob of murderers and rapists. Over a period of one year, there will be in the US 13 million prisoners. The majority of these people have not been convicted of a violent crime. Leadership can emerge from within the prison system.
In order to abolish prisons, we will need to address the issues that the prison purports to deal with but cannot, in lasting ways. We will need to expand our educational systems, creating entirely new systems.
Prison is a dumping ground for all of the problems in this society that we don’t want to deal with. The prison system causes us to think of every one of the 2.2 million prisoners as the same person.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

5:30 pm, 4th nap of the day


Ok, he hasn't left the house all day. He moved from beside the computer to the couch again, and here he is, still asleep. I'll have to wake him up to feed him his dinner soon.

1:00 pm, third nap of the day


Apparently, he woke up enough to roll over. I think this counts as a seperate nap. I reeeeely am working on my thesis. Reeely. Honest.

11:30 am, second nap of the day


I really am working on my thesis. But I thought I'd take a few minutes here and there to chart Gilligan's nap progress. It is now 11:30 am. He slept on the couch till about 11:00, at which time I prepared his breakfast and let him eat it on the couch (so as not to interrupt his rest too much). He breakfasted and then moseyed on over to the floor beside my computer chair for his second nap of the day.

9:00 am, first nap of the day


I might be turning into my mother, posting all these dog pictures. I'd like to say that I have a life apart from K9 maintenance, but at the moment that's not strictly accurate. At least in Gilligan's mind, I exist solely to feed him, bathe him, scratch his belly and that place he can't reach just above his tail, take him for rides in the car, and tell him he's great. Maybe he is me in a parallel universe and I'm me from the karma of a past life where I have to be nicer to me this time around. That opens up too many chances for me to screw it all up somehow. SO, I should get back to work on my thesis.

Identify please


I think this is a Wolf Spider, Lycosidae. It was walking over my head last night, suspended from the ceiling above my computer monitor. I'm sure it was just lookin' for a home, like we all do, but I scooped it inot a cup and threw it outside. I just couldn't stand the thought of it crawling on me accidentally at night. I hope it's ok.

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Jenny-Martian


I'm waiting for my cabbage to cook and I think my brain might spontaneously combust if I even think about my thesis right now. So, here you go. A weird picture of me. Just what you always wanted to see.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

the Afterbath


Gilligan has such a tough life. He had a traumatic bath experience today when I got home from work. Here he is shaking off the horror with his fourth or fifth nap of the day. I wish I were my dog sometimes.

Guarding his Mummy


Gilligan follows me around like a puppy these days. Here he is guarding the entry to my studio. I'm not sure why I posted this one.

Meeces love soap to pieces



This might be kinda disgusting for those of you freaks who hate nature, but I proudly share my dwelling with any of my local fauna willing to brave the primitive conditions of my camper. My motto: I have spiders because I need spiders. Well, that's one of my mottos anyway. So, I have a mouse these days. Maybe more than one, I don't know. I caught a glimpse of one hurling itself across the floor a few weeks ago, and I clean up its "presents" to me regularly. But I've noticed that it seems to really dig my soap. This was a bar of baby chicken-shaped pink holiday soap from Avon. With use, it's lost some of it's finer detailing, but the basic shape is still there. Anyway, it looks like a mouse tried to pry it through the bars of my soap holder in the first picture. The second picture (a different day) is of the chick's rear, where, the discerning eye may discern the tell-tale teeth marks in the soap. I hope the mouse doesn't get sick from eating my soap. If there's one thing worse than a mouse in my house, it's a sick mouse in my house.